Made of Different Stuff Than When I Began.

19.January

According to google, my home doesn’t exist.

Filed under: Ridiculous — by thisside1984 @ 3.03 pm
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I’ve lived in Munhall for 22 years. A few years back we moved our house (the church parsonage) across the street. TECHNICALLY the address of the house is still 22nd ave, however the house is not actually on 22nd ave anymore. The alley that the house is on, affectionately referred to as the “Rocky Road” is missing from all maps that I have found. Even Google, the kings of collecting information on the entire world, does not recognize the road that I live on. I’ve recently found out that this alley is not actually named “Rocky Road” as I’ve thought for the last 22 years, but actually called “Hickory Way.”

SO here is what google maps should really look like — a black line Hickory Way and a red X to mark my house. If you go about 1/2 inch to the right of the red X, you will fall off a cliff. But it’s cool because we own the cliff.

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16.January

I want to be…

Filed under: God, Spirituality, Writing — by thisside1984 @ 6.52 pm
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less over-dramatic.

less exaggerated.

less conflicted.

less sensitive.

less avoidant.

less negative.

less prideful.

less cynical.

less selfish.

less moody.

more gentle.

more loving.

more joyful.

more patient.

more honest.

more humble.

more faithful.

more trusting.

more positive.

more peaceful.

more self-controlled.

I want to be less a reflection of my self, and more a reflection of my Savior.

5.January

Filed under: Life, Writing — by thisside1984 @ 11.43 am
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another endless fight
another sleepless night
tell me when’s this going to end
give me one more chance and then
you’ll see

4.January

A Good Conversation…

Filed under: Politics, Religion — by thisside1984 @ 8.58 am
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Go here to read a good discussion about whether or not Jesus would vote in the upcoming Presidential election.

3.January

US Health Care SUCKS…

Filed under: Health Care — by thisside1984 @ 9.22 am
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Here’s been my experience with health care in the US –

June 1984 – August 2006 covered under Highmark Blue Cross/Blue Shield insurance (yes, that’s right, 22 years.)

August 2006 – kicked off of Highmark due to graduation (semi-understandable), two part time jobs = no health insurance + no money to pay for it if i could have it.

November 2006 – get a full time job, offered health insurance after 3 months of employment, premium will only be like 30-40 bucks a month — perfect!! [now approx 4 months without health insurance]

February 2007 – quit that full time job (thus no insurance) and start working another full time job. This job offers insurance right off the bat, though I have to pay more of the premium — doable. [7 months no insurance]

March 2007 – denied Highmark insurance (remember…the one i was covered under for 22 years??) because my weight is considered to be a “pre-existing condition” — though no credible disease or health complications have been diagnosed, i’m automatically discriminated against because i weigh more than they’d like me to weigh. but i can apply for a low income insurance, if i wanted to — that’s what they said. but could i? no! because i made “too much” money. [8 months no insurance]

August 2007 – quit another job, moved to Pittsburgh, unemployed for the next two months, in Oct hired for 1 part time job – no insurance available. [1 year no insurance]

December 2007 - get hired for another part time job, interview for an additional part time job, both without insurance [1 year 5 months without insurance]

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i write all this not to complain, or get pity. but to make people aware of how ridiculous it is to deal with this system. i am a middle class American who cannot afford a basic health insurance plan because either (a) i make too much money to qualify for low income insurance or (b) i do not qualify for the more affordable medically underwritten insurance. Maybe someday when I don’t have school loans to pay, I can have some insurance instead. UGH.

It’s terrible that every time I get in a car I think, ” I hope we don’t get in an accident because what would I do?” Or every time I’m walking somewhere I think, ” I hope i don’t step wrong and break my ankle.”

Maybe I exaggerate the situation, but there is some cause for concern. There are many things in this world that I cannot control, and one accident could make or break me for the rest of my life.

1.January

another year gone by :: 2007 in review

Filed under: Life, Lists — by thisside1984 @ 1.31 am
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For some strange reason I really like lists. I like making lists, I like writing lists, I like reading lists. So here are a couple of my lists for your reading pleasure.

Best Memories of 2007 ::

  • Not having to work at Weis Markets ever again.
  • Spending Memorial Day weekend at Pymatuning Lake with the family, and getting yelled at by the cops for riding on the back of my dad’s car.
  • Greeting a third little Geiser baby into the world, Rachael.
  • Impact 2007 with the Shepherdstown UMC youth group :: water balloon attacks, Walmart runs, Lonard’s yummy cooking, good music
  • Visit to Seattle, WA :: Mars Hill Graduate School, Mount Rainier, etc…
  • Golden family retreat to Deep Creek, MD
  • Turning 23 years old.

Things I’d like to do in ‘08 ::

  • Ride in a hot air balloon (this is always at the top of every one of my lists, but I have yet to complete it….)
  • Read my Bible more often.
  • Finish reading Crime & Punishment for heaven’s sakes!
  • Lose some weight……..or to be specific, a lot of weight.
  • Raise $$ for a trip to China
  • Learn some new difficult classical guitar pieces
  • Be a better listener
  • Get back into the habit of journaling
  • Get rid of all my excess junk
  • Stop using “busyness” as an excuse for not doing things or seeing people
  • Watch less TV and movies — this will be especially hard now that Lost will be back on soon!!
  • Move to Seattle and love every minute of it.

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